12.4.11

All The Unicorns Are Messing With My Brain - I've Lost My Phone

I've been so messy the lates days. I bet it's the unicorns messing with me. lol. No but seriously I don't even remember my homework, I'm not just not doing it but I'm forgetting it as well.
Yesterday was okay, first football and then we went to Paul and Suzie. I'm actually fine with spending time with my parents and their friends. I've sort of started to understand that I'll probably never learn Aussie English. *sadface*
I'm looking forward for this Friday! We'll go to Spain, as I've probably told you. The funniest thing, and scariest, is that on Sunday, when we're going home again it's not clear that we'll come home because of it's going to be a strike on the airport in Mardid. Haha, what if we won't get home. This will be interesting... I think it will work out fine. Otherwise you'll have to come and get me in Madrid.

I did my SCHOOL4KILLJOYS homework yesterday. I think it turned out pretty okay. It's not the nicest car in the whole wide world but it was... OK. I really need to buy some new crayons or colour-pencils. Everything gets so pale with those I've got.

I'm sorry for being myself, I'm sorry for wearing the clothes you don't like, I'm sorry for not being good enough, I'm sorry for not acting like a bitch, I'm sorry for not being the one you want me to be, I'm sorry for keeping it ugly, I'm sorry for not being pretty, I'm sorry for not being skinny and fit, I'm sorry for every true word I say about you, I'm sorry for not being the best student with the best grades, I'm sorry for you being so disapointed all the time, I'm sorry for not caring.
Well in fact, I'm not sorry for being myself, I'm not sorry for wearing what I want, I'm not sorry for not being good enough, I'm not sorry for not acting like a bitch, I'm not sorry for not being the one you want me to become, I'm not sorry for keeping it ugly, I'm not sorry for not being pretty, I'm not sorry for not being skinny and fit, I'm not sorry for every true word I say about you, I'm not sorry for being the top-student, I'm not sorry for have just OK, grades and I'm deffently not sorry for not caring!

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