It's Just Like Déjà Vu

There's this guy in the class I'm going to that freaks me out! He looks a little bit like a bloke that I had a very strange but funny relation to. And that's what's freaking me out, how someone that I don't know can remind me about someone and tear my heart to pieces.

I miss that time so bad sometimes, especially times like this.

I remember when we were deskmates and did everything else but the stuff we were suposed to. I said to my friends that I was in love with him but nowadays I think I was wrong, we were more like brothers and sisters. Haha, once when we fought about something he pushed me from my chair and I laid on the chair with my legs and the rest of my body hanging down halfway to the floor. I laghed so hard I almost died. And everyone else thought I had some mental illness. And poor teacher... I've got a feeling of that I'd never ever escape with doing that here in Czech Republis as I got away with it in Sweden. The thing is, when I tell abou this, it all sounds really crazy but if you were me, you'd understand how much these tiny memories mean to me, it's like reading a book again, sometimes it's a bad book, sometimes it's a good book.

I wonder if he remember me...

I wouldn't be suprised if he doesn't...

I don't even think he thought I was funny back then, I just exsisted, and he probably thought I was really annoying.

(I should really talk to him sometime)

Would I be alone and not i school I'd be sitting here laughing and crying at the same time.

(I know, like the oldest photo ever, or what... I'm in school this was the only one. btw Frank's my wife)

Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba

I'll defently be crying tonight, all my friends, I mean like all my friends are going to Stockholm today and watch MCR. I'm so freaking sad!! And they haven't planned anything in Prague, I guess they won't either... Maybe, with a huge maybe, I'll go and see them in Wien the 27th of June (the day after my birthday) it'd be great, but I don't think I will be allowed to do that, you know, parents, hehe...

Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba

(Freja, why do you write ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba everywhere? Well, because that's what's on my brain, just sounds, meaningless sounds, and it's a part of Kill All Your Friends wich is my favorite song right now)

This was a really rondom blogpost, hopefully it tells alot about me. Like I'm a very random person, who's gonna watch hockey tomorrow by the way, and I like to share my randomness with you guys!

Bye all!