When you think you're immortal, the way down is too long to climb, you fall or you stay, I falled.

I've been so stupid thinking everything is perfect and everything will go right, I was wrong.

So today has been good, better than I thought it would be. Susanne basicaly told me to stop being sad about the boys losing. I deserved it. MCR has released their Killjoys jackets, but they're only available in the US, I hope they'll come to EU. I NEED ONE! I'm just not sure about who's I'm gonna have. Ray's is the coolest one, no doubt, but you see Frankie is my wife. And the Way brothers jackets are also really cool. I wish I could buy them all!

I WANT THEM ALL!

I started to sew on my skirt today. It's inpsired from the fifties and it's black with wite spots. Maybe some green details.

I'm really restless and I don't know what to do. I was going to take the bus but my mum said "NO WAY YOU'RE NOT LEAVING THIS HOUSE, YOU'RE ILL!", I'm not that ill, I'm just not well enough to go to the football training. Tomorrow I'm allowed to go out, I have to, or I'll die. Seriously.

I dreamed tonight ("OH NO, WILL SHE EVER STOP TELLIN ABOUT HER DREAMS" you think, and no I won't) about I was on a boat, together with some friend and, there was this really annoying guy that I beated. It felt pretty good, all though I think he died... And then we played some game, we were locked up in a room and the only thing we had was a computer to play The Sims on and a bed.

And then I woke up.

I think that's it.

Bye all!