This ain't no party, get of the dancefloor!

With mints being my life line I'm pretty unhappy... I did something I shouldn't have done: When everything was as worst I took one shot with my inhale asthma medication wich I know I should only use when I get really bad. I have to tell you, I'm glad I did it but only because I did I'm afraidthat it will happen again, and then I might get addicted and that's a problem!

I have to stop doing this, or I have to stop getting ill.

It's one way or another. (Are we talking about the Way brothers...? 'cause than I'm fine with both, lol)

I have to tell you, I had this strangest dream this night. It was about the hockey-guys and their cars, I don't remeber so much but in the end Koukal was giving me and Embla a ride home after the game, it all was kinda funny since I know he doesn't speak English and neither I or Embla speak Czech...

Oh my... It was one of the funniest, saddest and craziest dreams I ever dreamed.

Sometimes I feel like I dream too much about the hockey, but why not, it's a huge part of my life, why not be a huge part of my dreams?

I don't know how to say this but no, I'm not going to say it at all. There's thing thing that needs to be said, a secret that needs to be shared but I don't know who... My best friend wouldn't understand and she's got too much to deal with herself (her plans of taking over the world together with me! )

It feels better now when I've revealed that I at least have got a secret... Great! :)

Bye all!