No School=No Hockey

I didn't go to school today, first of all I'm ill, second of all, I didn't sleep anything tonight. So now because of that I didn't go to school it means that I'm not well enought to go to the hockey (according to my mum...). I'll watch TV tongith, urgh, it's just not the same. No athmosphare, no loud sounds, no fan club, just me and the hockey... I hate it, nobody to share my thoughts with, nothing... If I would have had my ticket I'd be on the bus right now, but mum has got the tickets...

She just doesn't understand that I can get well during a day...

I'll be there tomrrow, you'll see...

I'm pretty depressed about this, I was looking forward for it so bad and now, I'm watching it from home, I went from being there to a small TV... I hate this. If the boys win I'll be really sad for not being there...

Urgh, she doesn't understand how much this means to me.

I almost want to cry...