30.4.11

A blogpost

Life has been very fucked up the latest couple of days. Things have turned up-side-down in the matter of minutes and so has my mood. I've been tierd of people I love, I've said things I shouldn't say and I've learned things that are good for me. The week has gone so fast I can't belive it's Saturday eve and I don't think the time will go any slower now when I have got so much to do in school. My computer hasn't been working since Friday afternoon, I've been on my iPod wich isn't very funny. Imagine a small screen with the slowest internet ever. Not very funny indeed. And now 99% of all my My Chemical Romance pics are gone.
I've got some good news though. I am going to Rock for People without my family. To some that might not sound very good but to me it's the greatest news ever. So, I'm going with Lada, a girl I don't really know outside Facebook/Twitter but it'll be great to meet her! Oh that's pretty much what keeps me going nowadays, the thought of a MCR concert... I've already decided what I'll wear and what make up I'll have... I think I'll have Frank's X-make up... ;) cool, indeed. x_X

It's the 30th of April today and for about two more hours, lol. It's some tradition in Sweden to have a huge fire today (or sometimes tomorrow) and I got really suprised the first year down here that the Czechs has got the same. Anyways, the 30th of April used to be one of my favorite days of the year until today. Why? Because today I missed that feeling I've got every other year and it's so sad.
Today is so special, there's probably some old historical explanation but I don't really care, but for me the 30th of April means the first barbie of the year. No matter the weather!

I'm trying to save some money for the summer and I'll try and find somewhere to work during half my holiday just to get some extra money, first of all: It's always nice with extra money! second: I want to be able to afford something myself. All my money is from brithdays/Christmas and it feels weird. And by the way, I have to afford to buy some MCR-clothes too ;)

Back to the fucked up week. When did I blog the last time, Thursday? I'm pretty proud of not blogging like I did before and I have some deep thoughts about taking away the blog. I know tow people who will get so pissed off at me if I do so I will not. Even though I won't write so much. I don't feel like writing so much. I have to tell you, I've bacome a real Twittoholic instead and it's much more amazing Killjoys on Twitter than there are on Blogger.
Talking about that, I haven't found anymore Czech Killjoys. hmph, I think they're hiding somewhere, maybe there are too many dracs around in Czech Republic. It might not be safe here. *looking under the desk* things are always hiding under the desk.

How does it come that when I sayd I don't like writing so much I make these awful long posts? Urgh. I seriously have to keep my word sometime. I bet I never ever will.
I'm very untrustworhty.
Very, indeed.

Bye and goodnight!

28.4.11

Why don't you get a life?

Thank you dad, I love you too. -_-

If my dad knew how much life I've got.

I hate it when I get told off when I've done nothing wrong. I just sat by Twitter last night after I actually had done my homework and talked with a friend of mine and he comes and askes me about school and just something that I can't answer to and he goes mad. Thank you very much. I had to go to bed at 10pm and just leave the people I was talking to. Since when did I go to bed before 11pm?
Urgh, and what I hate even more is that my parents always try to say: 'No I'm not mad at you, it's just that...' and then later they often try to hug me and say something wise.

I went to bed at 10pm as I said and there was like a storm outside, thunder and lightnings, etc. and I've got my roof-window so it sounds like a drum when it's raining and the lightnings were lightin up the room ever second minute. I don't get scared of those things, I just think it's cosy. But unfortuently I couldn't enjoy it just as much as I'd want to. I didn't cry. I've told myself never to cry again and yesterday it worked.

Urgh, yesterday was such a great day. I was in the right mood wich made everything so much better. I fooled around during the footballtraining and these things. It's just when I get home and argue with my parents I get so depressed.

I dreamed about this cutie last night. Oh my Gee, I love him. But mum woke me up before I really got to know him. FML. How the hell can people say that he's not beautiful? Because he is.

Good bye Killjoys, on sunday I'll try and buy the tickets for Rock for People. I'm gonna go there no matter what. Even if I have to go there on my own. Like I'll be 15 by then, I should be allowed to go on my own and my dad promised me that if MCR would come to Czech Republic, I would defenitly be there.

26.4.11

Easter Celebration

A lot of different countries has their own way of celebrating Easter. In Sweden we eat many eggs (I hate eggs) and pretty much the same food as druing the Christmas, lol, except these special Chistmas things, of course. I don't know so much about the Czech Easter celebration but that the boys run around with their whips and whip the girls, I got so suprised when I heard about it, I went like: 'naaah, seriously?'
Yesterday when I woke up my dad told me that there had been boys running around our house looking for someone to whip. I didn't belive him because I was asleep and he always make up these things but when both my mum and sister told me he was telling the truth I belived him. What the Frank were they doing outside our house? (Frank - the new fuck, lol, I had a great time yesterday chatting with a new friend of mine that I've met through Twitter) I hardly know any Czech boys (or girls), lol.
I asked my dad: 'were they good-looking, then?'
'Yeah, I think so' my dad is weird c:
'Well then they were no friends of mine' ^_^
Miau, I need to find some more friends and get my social life going again. I really need it.

I've promised you a blogpost with photos and some words from Spain, I will as soon as I get the time to upload all the photos, it takes for ever, you know blogger. -____-
I wonder if one post will be enough, probably not. Oh my... there are looooots of photos only from my small Canon and then we have the big camera, the family camera and Roland's camera... and maybe some from Patricia's or Erica's camera.

Back to the Easter stuff, this year we didn't have any Easter dinner, the most Eastery thing we did was the my dad bought 25 Kinder eggs and we ate them all. lol, I felt so fat after. And all the toys, lol, they give the kids the shittiest toys ever nowadays.
Back in Sweden I actually wonder how long time it was since I celebrated the Easter in Sweden, most of the time we went to Norway and spent the Easter there and before that we usually visited some friends in Åre... (is that in Sweden? maybe it is. Oh wait, it is... lol.)

Now playing: My Chemical Romance - The Ghost of You
In the beginning I hated this song. I thought it was weird and their worst song ever. Nowadays I think it's one of their best songs, so much feeling and I only want to cry. If I fall, if I fall... down.
I should make a cover of this one. Sing it myself... I wonder... Maybe not.

I always get so off tpic, I'm sorry... back to the Easter stuff.
How do you celebrate Easter? Do you celebrate Easter? Why?
I celebrate Easter because of the lolly, I'm not religious in any way, and because it's a tradition, I bet in the future when I live alone I won't celebrate it at all. Maybe just eat more lally than usually. Why do I sound so fat? lol.

Some poeple actually celebrate Easter because of Jesus Christ. I adore you. I wished I belived in something that big myself. (Well, I do belive in My Chemical Romance...)

The weather outside is horrible, I hope it gets better in the afternoon... Well that doesn't matter, I have to study. I've got four weeks left this year and I would like to pass with OK grades. Wow, four weeks... that's soon. I have to finish everything. Oh my Gee. I've got so much to do!
DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN.
Can deffently not write more. I have to study. If everything should be in the 1st of June I have to hurry.

Bye!

25.4.11

I Missed My First Blogpost

I just realised that most of the time the first blogpost on a blog is about yoursefl. I haven't done one of those so I thought I might do one right now.

Okay, I'm Freja, Aly is just a name I made up so I wouldn't have to explain how to pronounce 'Freja' (and it's pronounced as it's written, lol.). I love music. Just sayin'... It's pretty much my life even though I'm a useless singer and gutar-player... Thet's why I want to play bass. I try to write my own songs... But I'm very bad at it, yet... Because someday, I'm gonna write real songs for Brainslush.
I'm obsessed with a little bit of everything, music, hockey, Australia, books, movies, food, Twitter, FaceBook, blogger... etc.
I'm a fake redhead. I love redheads, I would probably become a lesbian only to marry a redhead... Talking about that... I mostly see myself as bi so if you're a homphob just go. *Homophobia is gay*
I'm very random and most of the time it's too much going on in my head at the same time so I might act as a dreamer, wich I am, in a way.
I'm scared of everything but mostly blood and needles (even though I want my lip pierced...). I'm a 100% psycho.
My favorite bands are My Chemical romance and Green Day. Say something bad about them and I'll smash your face for six bucks and a Dr.Pepper.
If you'd see me on the street you'd probably go like *sigh* and think 'wow, there are idiots for everything'
I fall in love way too easily, smile at me and I'll be yours for ever.


What's your favorite hockey team?
HC EATON PARDUBICE, Färjestad... I haven't got any NHL Favorite...

What make-up do you wear?
If I wear make-up wich I only do when I'm going to meet someone I have some foundation, eyeliner and mascara. That's it.

Your hair, how does it look?
I'm naturally a curly brunette but nowadays I've dyed it red and straghten it every morning. Some say I look like Hayley Williams wich is what I want :)

Where do you live?
Not at home.

Where would you be if you could choose the place?
A U S T R A L I A - Adelaide

Do you like animals?
Yes I do and I don't. I'm allergic. I love cats and dogs. I'd die for a puppy.

Who do you trust? Do you trust?
I trust when I shouldn't and I don't when I should...

Do you belive in God?
I don't belive in God, I don't belive in luck, they don't belive in us, but I belive we're the enemy. No seriously, I'm an atheist...

When did you find out you loved MCR?
Well basically the first time I heard them... maybe 1,5 year ago. I'd love to say that I was there in the baginning but I basically founf rock music just two years ago...

Who's your best friend?
miau. I've got many! Idya, Sibbe... well maybe not so many... two... hehe, but I've got a whole bunsh of really good friends as well.

What place is your home?
Well that's a hard one. I don't really call anything home. If I do it's just to make things easier for people to understand.

Who do you love?
I love... way too many people... and if I'd write them here I'd forget half of them...

Are you happy?
I've got my up's and down's

What did you not know about me?
Fuck off Aly, ask some questions I can anwer instead.

Do you talk with yourself?
Of course I do! Who doesn't?

Do you like pie?
Yes I do, and my piefriends, don't foget them.

You're a little bit like Jack Sparrow, is he an isperation of yours?
No.

What books are you reading right now?
Acreoss the Barricades, Appelsinflickan and The Host, The first two are schoolwork.

What is your all time favorite book?
The Host.

Have you got something else to day before you post this?
Yeah. I'm me, live with it.

Bye!

24.4.11

A little bit of trouble (FML)

Hi *waves*
I try and I try and I try but now things aren't as they should. I successfully crated a copy of every photo in my iPhoto libary (or at least all the photos from Spain) so I'm trying to solve things out but since my computer is an asshole and I haven't slept in over 30 hours so I'm out f energy and patient. It's too warm in my room right now and I think I might have an infection on my hand. I'm not sure if I'll fall asleep tonight but I guess I will... I'm pretty tierd... *walks over to the window and open it* aaah some fresh air... As you might have noticed I'm back in Czech Republic. Makeing the streets unsafe.No maybe not... By the shape I am in right now I wouldn't be able to kill a fly.

Naaaah, I think I'll have to fix this now and then I'll maybe be back with some photos from the holiday! *leans to the desk*

byebye!

23.4.11

You're making me stupid

I hate him. I miss him. I love him.
i just get so pissed off. Why say A if you never say B. I miss you so much. It has been almost two years since that day out when we all were going separate paths and we'd probably never see each other again.
But then you show up. i hate FaceBook. it makes things/people I want to forget so close,and then you just ramdomly say something and then just go.
I hate you but I cannot just foget about how much i loved you back then.
I miss you.

22.4.11

Hey!

Hi all!
I just deleted the same blogpost for the fourth time. I hate this computer so now I don't try to touch too many things. lol. I'll write a long blogpost about my holiday here in Spain when I get home... It's great. Breakfast at 10:30am, lunch at 3:30pm, dinner at 9:30pm... I LOVE SPAIN.
I know I've changed so much the latest weeks. I bet it's twitter... lol.
I got so fucking happy yesterday when My Chemical Romance finally added, Czech Republic, rock for People on their tour list... I'm so going there on my own or with someone else... who wanna join me? ;)
I have to buy the ticket soon. As soon as I get back to Czech Republic...

Now I'll try and watch this stupid movie called The Forest. I don't get it....

Bye! ¡Adios!

PS. I've realised that during 2,5 years of studying spanish I haven't leaned a thing... Great. -_-

16.4.11

I'm in Spain

Hey guys!
Yes, I'm in Spain and I've been here for like one day... I can't write so much because I don't get this computer... lol.
Bye!

12.4.11

All The Unicorns Are Messing With My Brain - I've Lost My Phone

I've been so messy the lates days. I bet it's the unicorns messing with me. lol. No but seriously I don't even remember my homework, I'm not just not doing it but I'm forgetting it as well.
Yesterday was okay, first football and then we went to Paul and Suzie. I'm actually fine with spending time with my parents and their friends. I've sort of started to understand that I'll probably never learn Aussie English. *sadface*
I'm looking forward for this Friday! We'll go to Spain, as I've probably told you. The funniest thing, and scariest, is that on Sunday, when we're going home again it's not clear that we'll come home because of it's going to be a strike on the airport in Mardid. Haha, what if we won't get home. This will be interesting... I think it will work out fine. Otherwise you'll have to come and get me in Madrid.

I did my SCHOOL4KILLJOYS homework yesterday. I think it turned out pretty okay. It's not the nicest car in the whole wide world but it was... OK. I really need to buy some new crayons or colour-pencils. Everything gets so pale with those I've got.

I'm sorry for being myself, I'm sorry for wearing the clothes you don't like, I'm sorry for not being good enough, I'm sorry for not acting like a bitch, I'm sorry for not being the one you want me to be, I'm sorry for keeping it ugly, I'm sorry for not being pretty, I'm sorry for not being skinny and fit, I'm sorry for every true word I say about you, I'm sorry for not being the best student with the best grades, I'm sorry for you being so disapointed all the time, I'm sorry for not caring.
Well in fact, I'm not sorry for being myself, I'm not sorry for wearing what I want, I'm not sorry for not being good enough, I'm not sorry for not acting like a bitch, I'm not sorry for not being the one you want me to become, I'm not sorry for keeping it ugly, I'm not sorry for not being pretty, I'm not sorry for not being skinny and fit, I'm not sorry for every true word I say about you, I'm not sorry for being the top-student, I'm not sorry for have just OK, grades and I'm deffently not sorry for not caring!

11.4.11

Fanfic


(Everybody #SINGItForSniper)

Part ten

That morning was the first time I got a clear look of Idya. Her green hair still chocked me, in the city people had their natural hair colour or something simular, but it was more like 'Wow that's so cool' now instead of 'Green hair? That's so weird'. She had her sunglasses on most of the time so I couldn't see her eyes. She had a black jacket with many rivets and yellow pants. I fell in love with her pants right away.
The sun was shining really bright, too bright for me and because of the hangover I couldn't do so much. I tried to figure out somehow to get rid off the headache the only thing that helped was to stay in the shadow and drink water. Fun Ghoul came and sat down next to me.
"You know this is all your fault", I told him and pushed him a little.
"You can't take some booze", he said and laughed, "What do you think of her?"
He pointed at Idya, she was sitting and leaned her on a rock and looked really relaxed.
"I think she's cool. I wonder how she has survived out here on her own", I said and tried to figure out some way of surviving in the desert.
"I don't think she on her own, she can't be"
"But why would she be here with us in that case?"
"Maybe she's a spy"
"Don't start again"
"I wasn't serious", he sighed, "You know I'm sorry for what I did and said"
"Yeah, I know, and you know I'm sorry for being so spyish", I smiled and leaned my head on his shoulder.
I wanted to stay like that for ever but of course why shoud those moments last for too long?
"Shouldn't we get going", asked Kobra Kid. He was probably the most clever one of us because he had fallen asleep before the rest of us and missed all the drinking.
"Yeah, why not!? Maybe we'll find some dracs out there who wanna mess with us, I'll kill them all!" said Idya and we all got really suprised. She hadn't said so much during the time and now she was as good as in ecstasy.
We got going and I got to have a chat with Idya. She was in a great mood knowing that she'd get a chance to show what she was made of.
"So how did you end up with these guys?" she asked.
I told her the story about how I had ran away and got 'kidnapped' by the guys.
"...and here I am", I said and smiled, she looked at me with big eyes.
"You were actually going out in the desert without anything with you? I thought you were smart"
"Why does everybody keep saying that?! Like wouldn't you do the same if it was you who were stuck in the city?"
"No, I'd have brought some kinda food, and water. Deffently water"
I mumbled some swears and tried to keep a straight face. I knew that I had been so stupid just running away without anything. I knew that and I had a hard time admiting it and I'd never ever tell the Killjoys that I had done wrong.
I couldn't help likning Idya, she was just one of these people that made me smile. It was as if we had known eachother since we were kids.
"We should stay here, we're not out hiking, just showing Aly the desert", said Jet-Star when we had walked for about an hour. We were in the middle of some dry canyon and the cliff walls were reaching high up to the sky on both sides of us. The sun was shining down at us and I tried to look up in the sky without getting pain in my eyes.
"Can't we take a look aroud here first? It's pretty cool!" I said and truned around still looking up in the sky, "I've never seen anything like it"
I couldn't help it. The place was so amazing and I had to have a look around. The rocks were orange and I har to touch them to belive that they were real. I hadn't seen that orange rocks since I was five and it brought back memories.
I was like playing up an old film. Me and my brother had been running around and our parents had been yelling at us to take it careful and not go too far away from the small caravan that we had rented to go around in the US. My mum's lsmile, words and the pain when I tripped and scraped up my knees. My mum had kissed my forehead, told me everything would be fine and a minute later I had forgotten about the pain and was running around again. My brother had climbed up on a big rock and I was so angry because of that I couldn't get up as well.
I found myself staning with one had on a big orange rock and I felt both sad and happy. I shaked my head and tried to forget. I didn't have place for those memories in my life.
I looked up and saw that the others had started to explore the place as well. I decided it was time to take some thinking time on my own so I walked in teh oposite direction to the others, they wouldn't worry.
I found a really slim run wich I sqeezed myself through. No, it was no idea to try and find my way in the darkness and I went out again. I wanted to explore something really far away, something unreachable, something risky, something dangerous. Maybe I could climb somewhere.
I looked up and saw a ledge just over my head. I grabbed it and tried to find somewhere to put my feet. There was a small run about 75centimeters over the groud when I put my right foot and climbed up.
I stood there on the ledge and looked down. It wasn't very high. I wanted to get higher up and looked to my left. There was a smaller ledge that looked more like a shelf about a meter from where I was and it was a little bit higher up. I counted to seventeen and jumped. I felt how my feet touched the shelf and I stood with my face towards the wall.
This was easy, I thought and kept going. And it was easy, there were many shelves with I could stand on and I got higher and higher all the time.
I got to a place where I decided to stay. I hadn't looked down for a while and got a little bit chocked about how far down the ground was. I could see the others down there and they looked so small. I didn't want them to notice me, I felt like a boss standing up there. I looked where I had started to climb up and could see someone moving there. It was deffently not a Killjoy. I began to clmib back down as silent as I could. When I got closer I could see that it was a draculoid. Maybe I should have warned the others and told them about the pig but I wanted to know what the hell he was doing here and most of all why he was alone. It wasn't to the ordernary to see a drac on its own.
The drac was deffently sneaking around looking for something or maybe he was spying on us. Maybe he had been following us all the time. I had to hurry down but also take it easy, I didn't want to fall down.
I got down to the ledge I had started off at and looked down. The ground was one and a half meter under me and I'd have to jump. I counted to seventeen once more and jumped. I landed with a thud and scraped up my pants and knees. I mumbled some swears and got up on my feet again.
The draculoid was had passed by so he was between me and the others so I could just go over there and warn them without showing myself. I decided to follow the drac and try to figure out what he was doing. My knees were stinging really bad and I tried to whipe away some sand and dust from the wound.
There he was sneaking around as if he was some sort of spy, I couldn't help smiling. If he knew that I was standing right behind him ready to shoot any second. He went further to the others and I followed him, like a shadow.
The pig set off a little bit faster and he got really close to the Killjoys. I wasn't sure if I should shoot him or not, I decided to wait. If he did something it would be the last thing he ever did.
When he was really close he stayed and got up his gun. Now, you've gone to far, I thought and pulled up my gun from the belt.
"Hey, you stupid pig!" I sad, he looked up and I shot. I felt so coldbloody. I had no regrets but still so coldbloody. When the echo from teh shot had faded away the others came running towards me.
"What happened?" asked Party Poison and looked at me and then at the dead draculoid.
I told them how I had been climbing like a five year old boy and then had sawn the pig down in the canyon snekaing around.
Idya sat down on her knees next to the drac. She pulled off the mask and gasped.
"You've killed him", she mumbled, "You've killed him! You stupid! You've killed him!"
She wasn't mumbling anymore, more like screaming. I backed off.
"Look what you've done", she stood up and faced towards me, "you've killed him. You've killed my brother!"
I didn't know what to say. He was a draculoid, how could he possibly have been her brother? It couldn't be true. I could see tears coming down on her cheek, she wasn't kidding.
"How the hell was I supposed to know that he was your brother?! He's a pig!" I shouted. I was getting really annoyed. How should I have known?
"Why would a pig on its own walk around here? Think about that", she said and pushed me, "You're just a murderer!"
The word 'murderer' hit me like a face punsh and I got more and more angry. Why wouldn't she understand.
Idya sat down next to the pig on her knees. Now she cried more than before and I started to feel sorry for her.
"Just go, leave me here! Now!" she looked up at me and her eyes were filled with so much hate I couldn't look back. I walked away I didn't really know were I was heading but I just wanted to walk away from it. Leave it behind me and move on, I knew that wasn't possible but it was all I wanted to do for the moment. I found a small run in the rocks where I sat down and tried to forget. My mind was empty and I couldn't really think clear. Murderer. I had killed Idya's brother.

To be continued...


I had planned to write a really long blogpost with lots of photos from my phone so you could get a small look of my life. Unfourtently I haven't had time... I guess you'll have to wait for a week 'til next post, or maybe I'll have enough time this afternoon to write something... We'll see. It's pretty depressing to write these small note in the end of the fanfic. But what should I do? I've had so much to do in school I can't think clearly. I hope that maybe my attitude to school will change after the holidays...
So what are you gonna do this Easter holiday? :)

SMS-nights and Lovely People

I hope that Idya has got some sort of deal with her phone company because she sent me lots of texts last night. (that reminds me of that I've forgotten my phone at home. success -.-')
I've been so uncareish (un-care-ish) the latest couple of days. I've sort of enjoyed it. But now, I really have to get back to school and do my best to get through the year with good grades. Next year I have to attend to High School and it will be a hell.
So last evening I went in to the city and spent it with my friend. It was nice and I felt like a fish most of the time (feeling like a fish is something good). I found some nice shorts on H&M that I have to buy for Spain.
I realised that I've got a pretty American accent when I speak English, wich made me a little bit depressed. It's not as bad as it could be at least. After summer 2012 I bet I'll have the Aussie accent that I want.
I sorry for all these annoying posts that don't make sense, but it's just me being me.
I have to get going with my studies. In fact, I've got Swedish right now ._.
Bye!

10.4.11

Words aren't only words if they come from the right person


We are a generation told not to try too hard. The world is going to shit, so why break a sweat? We are reminded daily not to trust our gut or follow our hearts, your dreams are unattainable and unrealistic... the band almost fell victim to this "just good enough" mentality and would have never been able to forgive ourselves. You, the fans, deserved better and us as artists deserved better.

Fear is the eternal enemy. If they can keep you scared, they can keep you controlled. We too came face to face with this saboteur, and found the strength to break through and carry on. We are here as a reminder that the world is not better off without you...these are dangerous days we live in and you, the artists, are our last defense.

Art is the Weapon.

Your Imagination is the Ammunition.
Stay Dirty, and Stay Dangerous.
Create and Destroy as you see fit.
Embrace your Originality.
The Aftermath is Secondary.
You can and should do Anything.

In conclusion friends, if you take anything away from this record, please let it be the strength to be passionate.

Love what you do and who you truly are. Be willing to die for it. If you are true to yourself, you can never go wrong. And remember when life gives you lemons, MCR says start a fucking band.

-Frank Iero

I couldn't help posting this. It's the most beautiful words ever spoken and they are so true. So true I wanna cry.

9.4.11

Fanfic

(lack of pics...)

Part nine

Waiting had never been a problem for me. After spending two months without doing anything I was fine with waiting for some more hours for the adventure to begin. But I knew four others that weren't.
"They should be here by now", said Fun Ghoul and opened up the door. He walked aroung a little and the sat down in the car again. He didn't shut the door and kept his legs out of the car as if he would leave any minute.
"They will come", said Party Poison and leaned back the chair.
The minutes felt like hours and the night was colder than I had expected.
When I lost my patient as well we were almost going to give in when the lights from the truck got visable. Now we had to hurry, it was all about to get the truck to stop before it came to the inventory and make the driver unable to send an emergency singal to the draculoids.
In the matter of two seconds, Fun Ghould had shut the door and Party Poison drove off with a roar.
"Okay, so this it what we're gonna do", said Jet-Star, "Party Poison drive side to side with the truck and Kobra Kid Aly and I will have to shoot for the driver. But for the price of God, don't hit him! Not 'til the truck has stopped"
"And what will I do?" asked Fun Ghoul
"Take care", said Kobra Kid and laughed.
Party Poison drove up next to the truck and I climed up so I had half my body out the skylight, I had a feelin of déjà vu but I was sure about that I wasn't going to get shot this time. I aimed for the mirror.
"Three, two, one!" shouted Jet-Star and I shot. The mirros went to pieces, the driver got really frighten and hit the brake.
"Now hit the driver!" shouted Party Poison and did a sudden brake and the car tuner around and blocked the road. I almost fell off and in the matter of a second I thought I'd end up on the dark asphalt. I aimed for the driver and shot. The glass was hard to shoot thorugh and it took us some time to get a hole big enough to able to shoot the driver. I aimed but someone was faster than me and had already shot him. I looked over my left shoulder and could see that it wasn Party Poison who had shot him.
"Oh, you stupid, I was going to take him!" I said and tried to sound angry.
"C'mon, let's check out the catch", said Kobra Kid and headed for the back of the truck, "Oh my... We need some sort of code to get in here"
I walked over to him and he pointed at some display.
"Shouldn't be a problem", I said and touched the screen it shined up and said 'Enter code'.
"Do you know what you're doing?" asked Party Poison.
"Yeah, I studied Technology for about two years and I know some things about how to hack these locks. They're not too complicated"
"Is there anything more we should know about you?" asked Fun Ghoul.
"I love ice-cream", I said and laughed, "you know only because I'm a girl doesn't mean I don't know stuff"
I pulled off the display from it's position and looked at the backside. The small lit was sitting there on the backside as I had expected. I opened it and there they were, the small cables.
"Check this out, I take the first one and cut it off. Have anyone got a knife?" I asked and looked araound. Jet-Star reached me a pocket knife and I cut off the cable, "Never ever touch the second one, no matter what you do! It shuts it down and you can't go further. The third one should you also leave unless it won't open if you cut of the forth"
I cut off the forth and heard a ticking sound. The back of the truck opened.
"Wow, you know more about these things?" asked Kobra Kid.
"Well, it you study Technology it's like top secret, only the best can study it", I said and smiled
"Then how the hell did you get in?" said Fun Ghoul and smiled. I gave him a hateful look.
"We should get away from here before the draculoids come", said Party Poison. He climed up in the truck and started to load out some big boxes.
I reached for one but couldn't carry it. It was to heavy for my left arm and I almost dropped it before Jet-Star catched it for me.
"Fuck it!" I scremed and got to pissed off at myself. I didn't want to be more useless than anyone else.
Our car couldn't contain so many boxes, we took four. It felt pretty strange to leave the truck like that but also nice. It had been a fun adventure and it would be worth it.
We didn't head back to the house but further out in the desert, we were going to spent some time out there only to live some desert life.
It was still dark when we made it to the place where we were going to leave the car. It was a small cage. Or I wouldn't call it a cage but not just a rock either. The car would be hidden well and it was only if you looked very close you could see it.
"Are you ready for some real desert life?" asked Fun Ghoul and smiled.
"Of course!" I said and tried to sound convincing, in fact I was pretty scared. It would be the first time that I'd go out in the desert just like that without anything. Well maybe the second. The first time was when I ran away from the city but that was different.
It was so dark and quiet without the car going.
"We should stay here this night and go tomorrow when it's day instead", said Party Poison.
We decided to stay there and got a fire buring, it all was pretty cosy and the atmosphere was warm and also exciting. It wasn't like tha capms I had been at before BL/ind, it was better.
"Hey, everybody, look what I've got", said Fun Ghoul and held up two bottles, whiskey, I thought.
"Where did you find those?" asked Kobra Kid.
"I have my contacts", he said and winked. He reached over one of the bottles to me. I took a sip a started to cough.
"Why do you drink this shit?" I asked and tried to get rid of the burning in my throat.
"Just to get high, baby"
I laughed. I coudn't help it but after a while I was really drunk and sat next to Fun Ghoul singing old rock classics. Most of the songs I didn't know but some of them I had heard before BL/ind and some I had heard during the time alone in the house.
"You know what", he said and looked at me, "we should seriously get married"
"You deffently shoud", said Party Poison and looked at us, "Like Aly's smart and you're... less smart. Perfect match"
"You know if I wasn't drunk I probably would have come over and hit you or something, you're just lucky"
I couldn't stand listen to their arguing so I laid down on my back in the sand and looked up in the sky. The night was going towards its end. I sat up again.
"What were you doing down there?" asked Fun Ghoul.
"Well, I'm tierd", I said, it was a little bit of a lie but I felt that I was getting more and more tierd.
"So, you're falling asleep, like Jet-Star and Kobra Kid?" he said and looked at me as I was stupid. I hadn't noticed that Jet-Star and Kobra Kid had fallen asleep but when I looked around they were laying on their backs sleeping like babies.
"I'm not faling alseep", I said and grabbed the bottle, I tried to drink some but it was empty, "Why is the booze always out when I want some"
"There should be some more in the car", said Fun Ghoul.
"So you found it in the car", I said and laughed. I got up on my feet and tried to stand without wobble. I headed for the car, "I'll be back soon"
I slowly walked over to the car. The guy were talking and laughing and I couldn't help thinking of what a great time I had when I spent my days with those guys.
The car was as hidden as before and I had almost trouble with finding it myself. I searched through the car after some bottles. Finally I found them under Fun Ghouls seat, he was such a smuggler, he had known all the time that those bottles would get used. i grabbed something that didn't look too expensive. As I shut the door to the car I heard a klicking sound. The sound of a gun, I'd recognise it anywhere.
"Don't move", I heard a female voice just behind me. "Who are you?"
"I'm... We're... We're Killjoys", I couldn't quite think clear because of the booze but I knew that I shoud do as I got told.
"You know if you keep making noises like that the draculoids will find you", she said. She had lowerd her gun and I turned around to take a look at her. She was taller than me wich wasn't a huge suprise. The most strange thing about her was her hair. It was green. I had never sawn anyone with green hair before and got a little bit chocked. The weak light from th fire lit up her face and I could see how she looked.
"Aly, come over with that Whiskey or will I have to and get it myself?" I hear Fun Ghoul from the fireplace.
I looked over at the gilr again as if I waited for a sign from her if I could go or not.
"Why don't you interduce me to your friends", she said and pointed at the guys.
"Coming!" I began to walk to the guys and the girl followed me, "I found something else as well"
First they looked as if they had seen a ghost when it got clear to them that I wasn't the only girl any more and then the questions came up.
"Where did you find her?"
"Is she one of them?"
The girl, who's name was Idya, was an outlaw just like the Killjoys. She was seventeen just like me and had been around in the desert since 2015 when she had ran away from a schooltrip.
When she had interducer herself I was so tierd I fell asleep on the ground.
When I woke up again I was laying with a tight grip around Fun Ghouls waist and he had his arms around my neck. If it wasn't for the horrible headache it would have been the most romantic thing in the world but when the first thing I did when I woke up was throwing up things weren't as nice as they should. All of the Killjoys felt the same.
Idya who had stayed away from the booze treated us just like people treat those who have drunk too much. Jet-Star and Kobra Kid got really surpised when they saw her and their first reaction was pig, but when she ecplained they understood. Somehow I also had a feeling of that they wanted to make things up to me by treating her different to what they had done to me at first.

To be continued...

Okay, I have to go to bed, but I know that if I don't post this, Idya will get so fucking mad at me x'D here you go! <3

It's Gerard Way's fucking birthday!

Yes it is :) 34 years, he doesn't look a day over 25.



(Gee: I'm fine with turning 30, 30 is the new 20. Frank: Yeah, for trees)

There are so few people that are as cool as Gerard Way... There are about four of them.
I'm just saying it people. If you say anything bad about him I'll smash your face for six bucks and a Dr. Peppers. (Well, in fact I think I'd do it for free....)

So about yesterday: me and my sister spent it at Ulrika's place while our parents (and her boyfriend) were on a party in Kolín. So we made some great dinner, chicken and roaster potatoes, it can't get more simple and still it's so great. We watched two movies, first the latest Narnia movie and then Australia. Australia was great. (Aly+Aussie English=ecstasy) I did get some great new yesterday as well. I'll tell you later.

#HappyBirthdayGerardWay and Gerard Way is trending on twitter. Hah! WIN! (Just sharing my deep thought with you guys, that's what this blog is about)

Have you ever gone to bed at 3:30am and haven't been able to fall asleep. Well I did this night. So annoying. But I slept to 12:00 so whatever.

Now, I'm going to write on the fanfic. I'm just feeling how weird it's turining aout, I'm not a good writer, but you see my dear Idya loves it and I won't make her sad by stop writing.

Bye all!

8.4.11

My Ray Gun

I've been so much on Twitter nowadays and I've started this "school" called SCHOOL4KILLJOYS. It's just great and it's created by a fan of MCR. It's all about being creative and the first task was to get a Killjoy name. Mine's Secret Joy Bomb as you might have noticed. The second task was to design a Ray Gun for yourself. This is mine:
(sorry for like the worst quality ever)
To be honset, I'm pretty proud about it and it's original still all mine! I'm going to kill so many draculoids with this one!
The third task is to create a Killjoy outfit for yoursefl and that's what I'm doing right now, or at least try to because I know I'm going to have some sort of colourful pants and Dr. Martens but I'm not sure about the top. I think it should be dark like black or grey with some colourful details, and then the mask. That's what I'm worried about but I think I've come up with something good though ^_^
I've been speaking a different language for the latset couple of days and I don't think anyone without any knowledge of the Killjoys would understand my tweets. I finally feel like I've got a life to share with you.
Thanks! :D

7.4.11

Photos from Prague

I got suprise by the low amount of photos I had... here are some.

Me and my sis, we're like best friends... or not.
"Fuck growing up"
And here we go something historical...
EAting sushi - like a boss! :D

A milion persons with one thought is fashion. One person with a milion thoughts is art.

Everytime I see someone with colorful pants I get so jealous. I've only found tuquoise here in Czech Republic and it's killing me. Maybe it's not so popular nowadays but I want! SO BAD! Yellow, red, green... It just doesn't seem to excist.
The world isn't fair. It never has, will never be.

I seriously have to practice my singing. I wan't to sound like more Gerard... It's hard with my pale voice. It's just to practice, and since I sing best in the shower.... SHOWER HERE I COME! No but I seriously do.

I've moved my life from FaceBook to Twitter nowadays and I sort of enjoy it, I've found so many amazing Killjoys out there!

I feel like playing X-Box, shoot some zombies, kill some soldiers. I seriously do! I want to go to my cousines house and steal his X-Box. I'm like a boss!

I still haven't fixed the photos from yesterday. I don't feel like it for the moments so whatever. I don't feel for so many things. Just these small things that makes me happy.

My shoes are back! YEY! I can finally walk again.

I have to fix my Skype soon. It's killing me not to able to talk with Idya. Live.

Haha, I try to make it look like I write alot through doing so much space between the sentice.

This is it. Bye!/care.

Fanfic


Part eight

I woke up and eveything was white around me. I stood in the middle of nowhere. I walked around a little and the only thing I could hear was the sound from my footsteps.
"Anybody here?! Where am I?!" I shouted and looked around. I heard some footstpes behind me and looked around. My brother was standing behind me. I got a chock. This had to be a dream.
He just stood there and looked sad.
"Noah, where am I?" I asked again, "This isn't real, isn't it?"
My voice almost bursted.
"You're nowhere. In fact this place is only in your imagination", he said. His voice was just as I remebered it.
"Why am I here?" I asked and looked around. All suddenly the white void turned into an old room. It wasn't just any room, it was our old grandmothers living room before BL/ind. The old arm-chair was as I remebered it. I tried to touch it but my hand went right through the funriture.
"You've got a choice, go back or stay here", he said and sat down in one of the armchairs. Why could he do that while my body went straight through?
"Go back to where?" I asked, "not to the city?"
"No, I mean back to where you left yourself"
I thought about where I was just before I got to my imagniation world. I thought about the pigs, how they tried to smash my body to pieces and then I thought about the Killjoys, and about Fun Ghoul. I couldn't stay here, I had to go back.
"I want to go back, that's my life. Not here, not anywhere else", as I said those words Noah smiled and I fell down in the darkness again.
I opened my eyes again, I could only see through a small slot and very foggy. This time it wasn't like before. My whole body was in pain. I tried to move my fingers and noticed that someone was holding my hand. I aslo noticed that it wasn't a cold concrete flood that I was laying on but in a bed. When I tried to breath my lungs hurted so bad and the only thing to do about it was to breath slow and not too deep. I tried to move my fingers again and felt that whoever held my hand reacted.
"Hey, you're awake", I heard Fun Ghoul's voice. I couldn't see him propperly because of my eyes didn't want to focus on anything.
"It hurts", I said. My voice wasn't more than a scilent wisper.
"I know sweetheart, I know", my eyes finally wanted to focus and I could see his face. He looked happy and in the same time worried, "I promise that I never will leave you alone again"
"Who are you? My father?" I wispered and smiled a little. I couldn't laugh, my lungs hurted too much, some of my ribs were probably broken. He laughed.
"You never know, right", he said and winked, "Well this I'm not saying as your father but as your friend, I'm glad you woke up"
I smiled and tried to move a little. It hurted so bad I had to give in.
"Woha, take it easy! The best thing for you to do now is probly to eat something and then rest", he went off and got some food for me. I felt like a baby unable to eat by myself.
"You should try and get some more sleep, I'll be here when you wake up", he said and kissed my forehead.
I close my eyes, tried to forget about the pain and not take too deep breaths. It wasn't very hard to fall asleep, my body was weak and I needed to rest. The recovery would take so long time and it would be a hell.
I fell asleep again. This time I wasn't unconscious I was actually sleeping. Flying around on pink clouds. In my dreams eveyrhing was okay. No pain, no problems, no BL/ind.
When I woke up again the room was dark. The pain was there and it hurted so bad. I tried not to scream or moan when I moved a little. It hurted so much.
I mumbled some swears for myself. At least this time I hadn't put myself into the trouble. It was the stupid pigs and their leader.
The room was dark but not enough for me to not see anything. I looked around. Fun Ghoul was sitting in the arm-chair sleeping.
I felt so useless laying there unable to do anything and just being in pain. I decided to try to fall asleep again.

After a week a tried to sit up and after almost a month everything was okay again. Except the ribs and my shoulder. I couldn't laugh or cough and I couldn't use my left arm as much as I'd like to. The buises had been deep blu for a long time but were as good as gone.
There had been momenst when I just wanted to scream out my pain and momenst when I felt like I was compleatly recoverd. The moments when I felt recoverd often ended up with gasping for air because of too much laughing and too much pain in my ribs.
Even the horrible things that had happened the athmosphere in the Killjoys was really great. The others sitll hadn't found out about me and Fun Ghoul wich was a huge suprise for both of us. We were unseparateable.
It was time. I was finally well enough to go out again and we decided to get some food. We were runing out of those food cans and it was about time to get some more.
I was so excited.
"C'mon we're leaving now", said Jet-Star and I almost ran to the door, "Oh my, take it easy"
"I've been as good as locked up in this house for two months, why the hell should I take it easy?" I said and smiled.
"Aly!", I heard Fun Ghoul shouting, "Where's my gun?"
"I'm not your fucking mother, take care of you own shit, and why should I know? But only because you're asking I can tell you a secret. It's on your belt!"
He looked, laughed and walked outside. I couldn't help it, I ran after him and jumped up on his back.
"To the car!" I shouted and he carried me on his back to the car. We were like two kids and we both laughed at least he did so, I couldn't laugh too much or my ribs would hurt.
"You two are like two kids", said Party Poison and sat down in the car. Kobra Kid and Jet-Star sat down in the car as well.
The car went off with a roar. It was nice to feel the wind in my face again, the Killjoys constant talking and the music streaming out from the loudspeakers.
We were heading for a place near BL/ind's new inventory. The best thing would be to take on of the trucks coming with the food instead of break into the inventory.
It was about to get dark and Party Poison parked the car behind a hill and turned it off. Now it was just to wait. The time that had flewn by before was moving so slow. I tried to figure out the time but since the Killjoys didn't care about what time it was none of us cared about counting the time.

... To Be Continued...

I felt like I have to get this out, now. So I'll write more later.

6.4.11

I just have to tell you...

... a little bit about today.
So we went to Prague, yes I brought the camera and yes you will see some pics, soon. We started off with going to the Jewish quarter and looked at some old drawings. I can't help it, I always feel such a peaceful feeling when I look at those strange letters... It's another language, I know...
And then we went to RUNNING SUSHI! I love it, even though I really can't eat with those sticks. haha.
Eating sushi, like a boss - with my hands.

And then we went like an underground tour. It was ok, you know, I felt like a tourist, wich I hate.

I'm spendin way too much time on Twitter nowadays. Finding all these Killjoys, Life wouldn't be worth living without them.

Or yes, it would but not without the creators.

Okay bye/care.

5.4.11

Hello people

I have to tell you this. It's like the funniest thing ever. I forgot my shoes in school. You know I've got those slippers druing the day and when I was on my way home on the bus I realised that I had forgotten to change my shoes!
I went like: "Gotta hide my feet, gotta hide my feet"
My sister laughed her ass off.
So my shoes are in school and tomorrow we're going to Prague for educational purposes. Wich means we'll try to find something historical and then go to Running Sushi. I promise that I will bring the camera! I'll have to walk around in Prague in my converse and without the thing for my feet. It will be a hell. Fuck!
Sometimes I'm just more blonde in my head than on my head. Lol.

I serously have to tell you. I'm sort of ot enjoying blogging as much as before. I just like to write my fanfic and daydream a little but it's not my thing, you know. Sorry.
I will keepwriting, but not as serious ar before.

Bye!

Fanfic


Part seven

When I woke up again everything was dark an scilent. I had a ringing noise in my head and it hurted if I touched it. I tried to move around I was stuck in a small space. Just big enough fro me to sit in. I hit my head in the celeing with a loud noise. Something told me that I should try to be quiet. Too late. The gap to the small space opened and a pig looked down at me.
"She's awake", he said and shut the gap again.
A few seconds later the gap opened again. A bold man with a mad-looking face looked down at me.
"Oh, sleeping-beauty, you're awake", he said with a sweet, fake voice. He grabbed my hair and pulled me up on my feet. The pain was horrible and I screamed. He pushed me out in a big room that looked like an old inventory. The place creeped me out. I had watched too many horror movies during my childhood together with my brother.
"So, where are they? The Killjoys", he asked and looked at me.
"How should I know, they're not here at least", I said. I was not going to be nice to him whoever he was. He slapped me in my face and I winced.
"But you see, with you here, they will come", he said and smiled his fake smile again., "The Killjoys have been a pain in my ass for so long and now I'll get them and i will be all because of you"
"Why would they? I'm not a part of the Killoys, I will never be", I said and tried to sound brave. Nomatter how bad I wanted the guys to come I had to stay cool. He walked over to me and hit me hard in my stomach. I bended over and tried to get some air. He turned aound and walked away.
"Boys, do whatever you want with her", he said and left the room. The pigs around me looked at me.
"You touch me and you'll be dead", I said. They just laughed and one of the punshed me in my stomach. One thing I knew about myself was that I always said too much. I had never been strong or good at fighting, I had almost always been too weak to punsh anyone hard and my leignth didn't make things better. I never thought one single person could take that much pain at one. The pigs kicked me and when I fell to the ground my nose started to bleed. I got one kick right over my left shoulder and I think that made more damage than the shot had done. I just wanted it to end nomatter how it would end if it was because of they stopped or it I died I just wanted the horrible pain to end. Suddenly everything went black and I couldn't feel anything.


Fun Ghoul
The old inventory didn't looke very inviting. I didn't care I had to find Aly.
"Take it easy Fun ghoul, why are you hurrying like that?" asked Jet Star, "You can't just rush like that, it can be houndreds of the those pigs in there"
"He's right, we should make some sort of plan before we get in there, we know the place from before, that can be an advantage", said Party Poison. I tried to calm down a little but it was hard when I knew that Aly was in there somewhere half-dead.
The pigs would probably know that we were coming so we had to be really careful.
"Maybe some of us should take the backdoor", said Party Poison, "we can split up, Fun Ghoul, come with me, Jet Star, Kobra Kid, take the backdoor"
Kobra Kid and Jet Star went off.
"Try to calm down, won't ya?" said Party Poison before we went inside.
We got into one of the big halls where BL/ind used to keep their stuff. It was all empty and no signs of any pigs around. We kept going and as we were heading for the next room we heard some noise from a room to the left. It was guns shooting and people screaming. We looked at each other for about a half a second and ran for that room. In that room it was a firefight going on. Jet Star and Kobra Kid were stadning in the back of the room and they had at least ten pig shooting at them and five laying on the floor dead. There was no time to think, just to shoot.
I aimed for one of the pigs and hit. I had done this a houndred times before but something felt so special about this time - this time it had a deeper meaning than just staying alive and kill some pigs for fun. This time it wasn't only about my life.
The pigs were not so hard to take down. As long as you acted fast and without thinking too much they were too slow to do too much damage.
All suddenly everything went quiet. All the pigs were down and I felt the adrenaline pumping. I looked around, if there were pig here, Aly would deffently be here, there were nothing that looked really like something you'd hide someone in.
"Where is she", I mumbled for myself, "she has to be somewhere"
We bagan to seach the area except the pigs there din't seem to be anyone around. Not until we got to the last room.
There she was laying on the floor. She looked dead and I ran over to her. Her face was swollen and blood was coming out from her nose. She had many bruises all over her and she was hardly breathing.
Who had done that? Who could be so cold-hearted to do this to someone who was compleatly innocent? Well, no she wasn't compleatly innocent. But she hadn't done more than any of us in the Killjoys and yet someone had to put her through this. What was the meaning of it?
Maybe I should have seen it coming, maybe I should have been a little bit more careful when I found her because just like that the room shined up and I had ten guns pointing at me. Fuck! Here we go again, how the hell could I have been so stupid that just a few pigs had kidnapped her without a plan?
The other Killjoys weren't trapped but they didn't dare to do anything. The pig would easily shoot if they got the chance.
This was a mess, a bloody mess that I had put myself into.
"Dear, Killjoys! Finally you're here!" I heard a voice. I voice I reconised a little bit too well. It was Korse, the leader of BL/ind. I looked up to see where the voice was coming from.
There he was, standing on a big brown box, looking like a fucking Dr. Evil.
"I have to tell you, it's not nice to see you again", he said and smiled.
I looked at Aly, she was still not showing any signs of being alive. Excpet the small movement in her chest she looked like if she was dead, "C'mon Aly, sweetheart, wake up", I wispered and actually belived for a few second that she'd open her eyes, wink and say 'Hey, you're here'
"What do you want, Korse?!" said Party Poison.
"I just want you to know that this will be the last night for you in this world", said Korse and smiled.
I looked over to the other Killjoys and as I did it the room got filled up with smoke. The pigs started to shoot without knowing where to aim and I knew that this would be my chance to get out but I wasn't leaving without Aly. I tried to lift her up and with some struggel I managed to get her out from the big room where the pigs had been. Jet Star, Kobra Kid and Party Poison were standing ouside in the soom that wasn't filled with smoke and aimed for the opening to the other room. When the pigs came out they'd get to taste some real Killjoy power.
"Run with Aly to the car!" shouted Jet Star just as the pigs started to get out from the room, "NOW!"
The firefight opened up as I left the biulding. I carried Aly and even though she wasn't heavy it was hard to carry her to the car on my own. I put her in the backseat and put her head on my lap.
Just some seconds after I had got to the car the others were running out from the building. They jumped into the car and Party Poison drove off with a roar.
"Aly, Aly, c'mon wake up", I wispered to her. She looked so messed up and I had a hard time not crying as I looked at her. Her face was so massed up, swollen and it had lots of blood on it. Her lips were almost blue.
"What the hell have they been doing to her?" said Kobra Kid when he saw her.
We got back home really fast, Party Poison was pushing the car so hard and sped it up more and more all the time. I got some help from the others to carry Aly and we put her in my bed, I was going to sleep on the couch even though I knew I wan't going to get any sleep until she was awake.
I sat by her all night, trying to get her to wake up and I also cleaned her face from the blood.
She looked so small, laying there, so peaceful in a way.

To be continued...

Fanfic




Part six

The following month was the slowest month in my life. The Killoys were out on adventures and I had to stay in the house and do nothing. The pain in my shoulder had almost faded away but I knew that it was still there. The bandage was still holding it on place and annoyed me more than ever.
Exactly thirty-four days after I got shot I couldn't stand it anymore. I knew it would be stupid to take it away, I didn't care.
When the Killjoys were out I decided to rip it off. The bandage was wrapped around my chest and held the arm to my body. I hadn't been able to use it for a long time. I unwrapped myself in the bathroom. When I saw how pale and miserable the arm looked I almost threw up. It was hard to think that something that dead-looking would be a part of my body. I tried to move it but it was numb and weak. I tried again and felt how much movement I had lost. I wasn't able to reach out for anything and I couldn't hold anything for too long. The mussel had got really weak and also very damaged. I would have to use it very much so it would get some stength. It wouldn't be easy. The thing that scared me the most was the scar. The pinkish-yellowish scar that reminded me about the happening. I put on the t-shirt I had borrowed from Fun Ghoul. I felt that I needed some air.
I hadn't spent so much time outside the latest couple of days and I looked really pale compared to the guys as they spent so much time outside in the sun. I sat down on the metall box that was standing outside and leaned agains the wall.
I heard an engine roar somewhere close to me. The Killjoys were coming home early today, I thought and smiled. I stayed on the box and looked for the car to come.
When the car turned and could see it I realised it wasn't the Killjoys's car. It was the pigs car. It turned around and stpoed. I ran to the house but I knew it was too late. They had seen me. What were they doing here? The pigs stayed away from the house most of the time. The pigs followed me into the house. I ran to the kitchen and sat down on the floor. Why did I ran into the house? I should have ran away from the place right away. I had to get out. The pigs were searching though the house. They weren't very smart but they knew what to do. As well as I did. I saw them walk bu the kitchen and I held my breath. One single sound and they'd find me. I had to act fast and scilent.
I ran for the door out and as I was going to open it I felt a hard hit on the back of my head and eveything went black.


Fun Ghoul
We were on our way home after a day of adventures. The car road fast through the desert. I thought about Aly, she was probably really bored and would talk all night when we got home. I couldn't help smiling when I thought about her. Her face, her eyes, her smile, her lips. Especially her lips.
In the car the radio was on the highest volume. We weren't so scilent, the pigs would here us if they were around.
Party Poison sped up the car even more. I guess he tried to brake his record for the time home to the house. We got to the house.
"That must have been a new record, did you see what speed I had?" he said and smiled.
"You're the oldest kid I'll ever meet", I said and laughed. The others laughed as well.
We got to the house and the door was open. Aly had probably wanted some fresh air in the house.
We got in and Jet Star laid down on the couch. We were all exhousted. Except our shit-chatting the house was scilent.
"Were is she?" I asked and looked around. The others reacted as well. Aly usually showed up right away when we got home and she was always happy to see us. There was nothing weird with that, she spent her days alone in the house without nothing to do unable to move her left arm.
I walked around the house, the bathroom was empty but I found the bandage that she had around her arm. Our rooms were empry as well and so was the kitchen.
"Fun Ghoul!" I heard Kobra Kid say from teh sitting room, "I think we've got a problem"
I ran out to him and he pointed on the floor, just ifront of the door there was a small slop of blood. Someone had tried to whipe it away but it must have been in a hurry because it was badly done.
"Oh no! You gotta be fucking kiddin' me"
"The pigs never go this close to the house", said Party Poison, he looked confused.
"What if they did? Now they've killed her!" I felt the panic coming, "How could we have been so stupid and left her alone?!"
"C'mon, if she'd be dead we'd find a body, not some blood on the floor, maybe they just took her", said Jet Star. That didn't make me calm down.
"If they've got her we have to find her!" I walked away, headed for the car, the others didn't move, "Are you coming?!"
"We can't just rush away like that, we have to make a plan", said Kobra Kid.
"If we go now, they won't make it to the city and it will be easier to take them down!"
"We don't even know if they're heading for the city, they might take her somewhere else"
"Well, it's good start at least", said Party Poison.
We ran out to the car and we were on our way again. We road through the desert really fast just to try to catch up with the pigs.
When we got to the tunnel we still hadn't seen any car. We couldn't keep going. The tunnel was the way into the city. We were not going there.
"We're too late", said Jet Star.
I couldn't think couldn't breath. I was so angry about that I had been so stupid leaving her home alone.
"What if they didn't take her to the city. They might be waiting somewhere for us", said Party Poison and turned the car around and drove off. Staying around the tunnel for too long was a bad idea.
"What if they're by that old inventory", said Kobra Kid, "You know they might wanna hide somewhere"
"We've got nothing to lose. Let's check it out", said Party Poison and did a sudden turn with the car.
The old inventory was not so far away. It had been used as a storage for things that were going into the city. Now BL/ind had built a newer and bigger place more storage, more guards, much harder to steal anything. We got to the inventory and Party Poison shut the engine. Everything was so scilent.


... To be continued ...


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