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I'm a bad blogger

As you sure notice I haven't blogged in ages. I'm still not sure if I've missed it or not... I'm not hooked up like I was before. Talking about being hooked: I've really gotten into The Wombats lately. I saw them at Rock for People and, yeah, I fell in love. It's not often I hear some music and start dancing like crazy.

This summer has gone so fast and it's soon time to go back to school. (22nd of August, I think) It will be a hell. I really don't want to go back to school. Urgh. I just hope I won't get depressed again.

You see my mentor seem to have taken some sort of roll as my therapist. She says she knows what it's like to be in my age. On the outside I nod and so but on the inside I want to yell at her:

"YOU MIGHT KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE 15 BUT YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ME. STOP ACTING LIKE YOU FUCKING KNOW ME!"

But I don't.

I think that's it. We'll head back to Czech Republic on Sunday. (not tomorrow.)

I wish I could tell you more, but I'm empty.

When life gives you lemos, make some lemonade!

I have spent too much time being banned from the wi-fi lately. This week has been okay. I dyed my hair yesterday and I like the result.

I know I've said on twitter that red hair is mainstream but I like it. I feel comfortable with my red hair and I'll keep it like this for a while. My grandma hates my red hair so it will be funny to hear her reaction. That brings up our next topic:

We're going to Sweden on Thursday and it's going to be a bad month. Living in the same house as my grandparents and my family without any wi-fi and if I want to use that wi-fi I have to go to my cousins' place and they have cats so I get really ill.

I'll try to spend as much time as possible with Ida and Sibela.

This is not the end.

I refuse to believe it's the end. The world of magic will live on in our hearts. For ever.

I'm not going to remove this in a while.

I bought this new MCR t-shirt :')

My Chemical Romance

I had never been to a festival before and I had never seen MCR before. I felt that it was going to be one of the best days of my life, and, yeah it was. I got to Hradec Kralove and met up with my friends (That I had never met the before but what the hell?). The festival hadn't really begun when we got there, well there were soe smaller bands playing, some good, some worse.

Anyways, later the bigger bands started to play and it all began with the John Butler Trio from Australia and oh my God they were good. So skilled.

Then it was time for White Lies and I'm not sure what to think. Did they play the same song over and over again? Because it almost felt like that.

Then The Wombats and where have they been all my life? Seriously? Why didn't I know about them? They were fukken awesome! And the drummer... He was hot.

Then it was time for pretty much what the whole day (and my whole life) was about.

My Chemical Romance

Firts they did Na Na Na and then a generator failed and they had to go off the stage. Dammit! Then they got back up on stage and the audience (inc. me) went crazy! And they did half a song and another generator failed. (like, c'mon -_-)

Then they got out on stage again and did their show.

I must say:

Gerard, I don't understand how he can be so sassy! I love him!

Frank, he looked taller than he actually is. Small guy with big heart and olot of respect. I love him!

Ray, oh my God, his smile, his hair! I love him!

Mikey, awkward knees. I love him!

Pedicone, he's a great drummer! I love him!

Even thought eh people around me pushed me around very much, it was the best day of my life.

All in all: When's the next show in Czech Rep.?

I'm writing a blogpost.

What have I been up to lately? Good question, sometime I wish I didn't have the memory of a gold fish. (3 second memory ftw! -_-) There are some Swedish people in our house. four 13 year olds running around. Yeah, that's ok as long as they stay away from me when I want them to. Tomorrow we'll be off to Prague in the rain... Will be nice, I hope.

On Monday, guess what's happening on Monday.

Pic-spam.

Midsummer - In the middle of summer

In Sweden we've got a silly tradition to have a party in the middle of the summer. In Sweden we count the Friday around the 24th of June as midsummer because a long time ago that was the longest day of the year.

Anyway, nowadays midsummer means something else, I almost think it's an excuse to get really pissed and party. However this is a tradition in the whole country and as the Swede that I am, it's a part of the summer and I just can't miss it!

I met olot of nice people yesterday and made a new friend.

Today, I'm gong to go to CEZ Arena and watch the bronze game between Sweden and Canada, and then later I'm going to watch USA vs. Czech Republic.

Go Sweden!

Go Czech Republic!

I keep what I promise (Sweden and etc)

What I'll try to do is to write down these two weeks without forgetting anything. We'll see how that works out...

Oh well, here we go:

It was Wednesday the 8th of June and we started off our traveling day with taking the buss to the train station. And I'm going to leave it there because hearing about the story containing bus, train, bus, flight, bus, train, car isn't that much fun. So we move on an skip some days of meeting family and stuff.

On Friday I took the buss to Vänersborg, which is my hometown even though I'm having a hard time calling it home these days. You see I never live there. Well, except when I visit people but I don't live there. Anyways, I met Ida, she's my everything and my best friend. (But I have on more everything and best friend, I'll write about her later...) The first thing we did was to walk around the town and meet up with Shannon (her friend) and Hannes (another of her friends who I have met through FaceBook) and Shannon was going to the hairdresser to get her ears pierced. Then we headed home to Ida. We talked for about a week.

In fact that's pretty much all that happened. We talked and just spent time as friends do. That's what makes everything perfect. We can be away from each other for a while and then just catch up where we left. I followed her to school and it was great, I love her class but it also made mea realise what I don't have.

To my other everything: Sibela. We met her one day and she was just the same like she's always been. Talkative and laughative (if that's not a word... well it is now... ). Oh I love her!

After that intensive week of being us I took the bus back to my grandparents' house.

And yeah, I almost think that's it. To be honest I haven't done much at all.

Well yes, one more thing, we went to visit some friends of the family and they've got kids in my and Embla's age (Well Oscar is one year older than me but Elvira is the same age as Embla).

Oscar played some boring farmer game. It was basically FarmVille but in another way. And then Embla and Elvira watched some movie and I and Oscar watched Grown Ups. It was a great movie! We watched it in his room and laid there on his bed and since I had a crush on hime a year ago I felt that coming back a little, but it's over now. I'm free again, lol.

Ok, I'm not going to write more, I'm kinda tired of writing. So I'll leave it like this.

Bye!

New things...

I don't know when I did my last post but it has been a while. You might have noticed the new URL. That's one of the new things. The second new thing is my computer. I got a MacBookPro for my birthday. It's not my birthday yet but it's like an early present. (My birthday's the 26th of June)

I've spent the last week at Ida's place. We had a great time. I'll write about that later.

I'm feeling really good, except the fact that I have a huge allergic reaction because I spend too much time at my cousins' house. But y'know, I'd die for wi-fi and xbox so it's totally worth it. I'm just a little bit worried about that some day my body will just say "that's too much" and I will get really ill.

I've also downloaded skype to my new computer so I can finally video-chat with people again! I've also noticed that this computer checks my English spelling. It's better than I thought, lol.

As I visited Ida I joined her in school, it was nice and so but it also made me realise what I'm missing.

Anyways, I'll write more soon. I promise! and then I'll write more about I've been up to and so on...

My feelings are more important than yours (2)

mum bought me this lovely scarf :)

I have to tell you that I've defenitely not been into the blogosphere lately. I can't tell you I've been busy, because I haven't... Not more than normal. I've got three more days of school next week and then it's time for holidays. There's really nothing to tell, my life has only been about finishing the last pieces of schoolwork and relaxing. I've been spending some time drawing though...

Ever since I was little I've enjoyed drawing. I think I'm finally getting into it again. Someday, when I find my old sketchbooks from fourth grade, I'll show you what I used to do.

My feelings are more important than yours

Things are back to normal. But what is 'normal'

I press create a new post and the I'm not really sure what to write. I've had a lot of things to do and I haven't really wanted to write it down.

Firts of all: Coke makes me sick. From now, I'm only gonna drink Pepsi! and yes, there is a huge differance! Pepsi is first of all much taster and doesn't make me feel sick.

Yesterday I had a parents meeting in school. I'm not gonna tell you so much about it except that I hate it so much I'd rather die than go to another one! Why do I have to go through this two times a year!? Seriously!?

I drawed Frank. No, I'm not going to post the pic here... It has been all over my social networks and it's impossible to miss it. And it doesn't even look like Frank! No wonder noone like it on FaceBook.

I've realized how useless I am in English. I hate the fact that I'm not from an English speaking country. I haven't even been in one! (LIES! I've been to the US twice.) I also called my mum a carrot.

I'm getting used to Twitter now. I've been totally additicted for one and a half month and I don't see how I could survive without it before.

I've just found an old memorycard with photos from last summer and I'm pretty much in ecstasy because it brings back some great memories. Maybe I should make a post with only photos from last summer :') *tears of joy* I miss my Ida so much! *cries*

That has to be it folks!

If you could choose who you want to be, would you choose yoursefl?

Hi everybody!

I've been away for a while. Blogger hasn't been working for me in a couple of days. The latest couple of days have been good and so has the weekend. Sunday evening was the only time I was feeling really bad. I'm not quite sure what to say... so here's a small list of what I've been up to these days:

• I've finally bought the ticket to Rock for People. I'm going there with Lada. a person on facebook told me she wasn't going because Czech people think MCR is emo and are going to throw tomatoes and eggs on them... If someone does I'll smahs their faces! Trust me!
• I've been out on a bike trip around Pardubice. It was nice.
• I didn't play touch rugby last weekend, wich was pretty sad. Noone showed up!
• It's snowing white stuff from the trees that makes me sneeze.
• I change the name and the URL to the blog, you might have noticed... I'm who6 again.
• I'm Freja again. After that Dylan said he love my name I couldn't help liking it too. lol. And I am the godess of love accoring to the Nordic Mythology!
• I fell off the chair three times last night when I was talking to Pixie and Ali. Are they funny or are they funny?

I think that's pretty much it. I'm have to get back in the blogosphere soon again.

Not today thoguh...

Bye!

The newer me

I'm alright with this. Alright... nah, I pretty much L-O-V-E it! :D

A little bit of yesterday...

Yesterday was one of the most random days in my life, nothing seemed to go as planned...

I ended 45 minutes earlier because... I'm not quite sure... I stayed in town because I was going to the hairdresser at 3:30pm. I went to McDonalds because I had to ahve something to eat or I'd die and I got a hamburger (I hate McDonalds ><) and blah, blah. They give away free mugs over there! Then I still had some time over until I was going to the hairdresser so I walked really slow but I'm a little bit weird so I speed up without knowing it. So I walked around the block a couple of times before I went into the hairdresser (10 minutes before the time I had booked ><) but she was alright with that and I said what colour I wanted (Well I didn't say "sassy, Gerard Way red" but I told her I wanted it really red) but she didn't have the colour I wanted so I got some less intensive red colour. But I went like "What the hell...?" and she dyed darker red, wich I'm pretty pleased with but then she styled it really weird so I looked like someone from the seventies. (asdfghjklWTF?!?!?!) Then when I was done I walked to the busstation and waited for the next no12 and I jumped on it and enjoyed the ride. Not very much. I almost fell over three times in the corners. lol. As the bus got to Cerna za Bory it didn't want to go any longer and I had to get off. From Cerna za Bory it's a 2 km walk to my village. Nice. So, still looking like someone from the eventies I walked home. With my earphones plugged in and Kill All Your Friend on replay I walked... And got home. Finally! I thought and found my mum and my sister in the garden, sitting in the sun eating chocolate... What a family I've got, huh? Then I "studied" for a while... Which was horribly boring so I did as always and spent the evening on Twitter.

Later on the eveing Seden faced Germany in the quarter final and I watched it. But only the first two periods I had to go to bed. I found out next moring that Sweden had won with 5:2. I want to belive in the Swedish boys this year. If they'd claim the gold medal I'll cry! but first they'll have to face Czech Republic. Oh no, now my personality will get split again. As it does every single time Sweden faces Czech Republic. I'd get really happy if the Czechs would win this year again too but I belive in the Swedes this year and I want them to win more. (I know that Ida has stopped reading now... heh xD)

I've told you that music is my drug, but now I've got a new drug-dealer. Lol, Ida, I love all the songs you sent me! I'll soon be needing more *evilface*

I slow did a huge misstake the last day and promised Robin that I'd let him dye my hair brown >< (fanfanfanfanfanfanfan I don't look good in brown hair) lol, but I gues I'll have to keep my promises to him. I broke one of them two days ago.

I look weird nowadays. Fact. ;)

I'll talk to you later...

I've got some bad habbits

I put on some make-up...

Today was great, I got home happy and mum had made some good food and I was really happy and so on... I went up to the computer and found an e-mail from my friend filled with goodies and as I sat here trying to study, I put on some make-up beacue I was bored and then Frank tweeted (and my whole timeline gets raped, lol) and somehow when I read the name Frank Iero I began to cry, still not sure why. I feel really empty right now and I did something I've told myself that I'd never ever do again. It's just that I can controll the physical pain but not the mental pain. Hope that my mum won't notice and I'll have to wear long sleeves tomorrow.

Things are under controll, I know that you'll think I'm really fucked up but I promise it won't happen again! Oh, and how are you gonna know I'll keep that promise, well, I'm not sure I will though.

I hope noone will find this and go like "You fucking emo" fisrt of all emo is a lable and lables are for soup cans and second of all: This blog is my diary, I write what I want.

Please don't hate me!

Alright.

Tomorrow I will be off to the hairdresser and dye it red and cut it off. (I shouldn't be using the word cut.)

It will be the mistake of my life or the best thing I've ever done.

Here I go again.

I know I said I'd take away the blog, but during that moment I was pretty depressed and now I've decided that there'se no idea, I'd create another one directly anyway... It's a pity I can never be just fine with something, always going like 'bye this, bye that' hmpf.

I'm heading for the hair-dresser on Wednesday... I'm gonna have it SASSY RED and a bit shorter, I think I'll look good. It will be the mistake of my life or the best thing I've ever done.

I'm back in Pardubice after a week in Cesky Krumlov, sure it was a nice town but I seriously think I've seen one castle too many. In Cesky Krumlov we met a friend of my dad and it was pretty funny when he went like:

"Where did you study English"

And I went like: "In school, like everyone else... Why?"

"Because you've got a American accent"

And if someone says I've got an American accent I die. That's the worst thing that can happen. I was freaking out, trying to put on my British accent (because my Aussie one is not good enough yet) but it only got worse. So in the end I just shut up. I wasn't worth taking if I can't speak propperly. Uhm.

Right now, I'm trying to get myself together, I'm sitting in my pyjamas and it's 7:40pm, what's wrong with me...? and I'm not planning to do anything about it either. lol. Urgh another of these horrible blog-posts of mine, I'm sorry.

Urgh, the evening just got worse, I need to talk with someone...

Bye

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