Happiness

There’s something that just happened which I’m quite happy (understatement of the year) about. Well, for about 20 minutes ago my parents bought the flight ticket for Sweden so I’m leaving on Friday. My parents and I have argued so much about this so I’m so happy that I’m actually going. A week with Ida. I can’t be anything else than the happiest person alive.

Bad news.

Ida can’t come to Czech Rep. this autumn so I’ll go to Sweden instead… At least that’s what I’m planning right now. Me and Ida and Sibela. A week together! I can’t wait. October come now!

It’s sad that she couldn’t come to Pardubice though… I’d love to show here around and go to Prague together and check out all the cool stores where I never buy anything because it’s too bloody expensive. Ida needs to come to Pardubice sometime in the future! Or I’ll kidnap her, put her in a bad and bring her here!

I've also began to call Sweden home. o -o

I want winter now.

Here you go!

It has been a long time since I wrote something long and worth reading. I think I will try to change this now. It probably won’t be long, but it will be longer than a 140 character tweet. It already is… And it won’t be worth reading, for sure. Today has been alright I guess. I went to play tennis directly after school together with my sister and Jess. It was okay. I don’t like tennis. There are many reasons why I shouldn’t play tennis:

• I’m useless.
• I think it’s boring.
• I’m too lazy for it.
• I’m too fat.
• I’m too slow.

And here I am at home by my desk writing this with a cup of old cold tea standing next to me… I better clean up this mess.

Today is the last day with only girls at home. Dad will be back from Sweden tomorrow. I wish I was in Sweden now. I kinda like it when he’s away, we don’t always work well together. *cough, cough* If I was in Sweden I’d spend as much time as possible with Ida and Sibela. Though… I think Sibela is slipping away from me. I guess that’s what happens when you live so far from each other. I would not like to go back and have this undone. I would not be the same person if we not would have moved to Czech Republic and I like who I am right now.

I can’t wait for Sunday, I will go to Prague and meet a friend and we will go buy tickets to The Wombats! :D Two Wombats shows in a year. This is definitely my year!

So, here you go! :)

The WOMBATS Lets dance to joy divison OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO

I'm a bad blogger

As you sure notice I haven't blogged in ages. I'm still not sure if I've missed it or not... I'm not hooked up like I was before. Talking about being hooked: I've really gotten into The Wombats lately. I saw them at Rock for People and, yeah, I fell in love. It's not often I hear some music and start dancing like crazy.

This summer has gone so fast and it's soon time to go back to school. (22nd of August, I think) It will be a hell. I really don't want to go back to school. Urgh. I just hope I won't get depressed again.

You see my mentor seem to have taken some sort of roll as my therapist. She says she knows what it's like to be in my age. On the outside I nod and so but on the inside I want to yell at her:

"YOU MIGHT KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE 15 BUT YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ME. STOP ACTING LIKE YOU FUCKING KNOW ME!"

But I don't.

I think that's it. We'll head back to Czech Republic on Sunday. (not tomorrow.)

I wish I could tell you more, but I'm empty.

When life gives you lemos, make some lemonade!

I have spent too much time being banned from the wi-fi lately. This week has been okay. I dyed my hair yesterday and I like the result.

I know I've said on twitter that red hair is mainstream but I like it. I feel comfortable with my red hair and I'll keep it like this for a while. My grandma hates my red hair so it will be funny to hear her reaction. That brings up our next topic:

We're going to Sweden on Thursday and it's going to be a bad month. Living in the same house as my grandparents and my family without any wi-fi and if I want to use that wi-fi I have to go to my cousins' place and they have cats so I get really ill.

I'll try to spend as much time as possible with Ida and Sibela.

This is not the end.

I refuse to believe it's the end. The world of magic will live on in our hearts. For ever.

I'm not going to remove this in a while.

I bought this new MCR t-shirt :')

My Chemical Romance

I had never been to a festival before and I had never seen MCR before. I felt that it was going to be one of the best days of my life, and, yeah it was. I got to Hradec Kralove and met up with my friends (That I had never met the before but what the hell?). The festival hadn't really begun when we got there, well there were soe smaller bands playing, some good, some worse.

Anyways, later the bigger bands started to play and it all began with the John Butler Trio from Australia and oh my God they were good. So skilled.

Then it was time for White Lies and I'm not sure what to think. Did they play the same song over and over again? Because it almost felt like that.

Then The Wombats and where have they been all my life? Seriously? Why didn't I know about them? They were fukken awesome! And the drummer... He was hot.

Then it was time for pretty much what the whole day (and my whole life) was about.

My Chemical Romance

Firts they did Na Na Na and then a generator failed and they had to go off the stage. Dammit! Then they got back up on stage and the audience (inc. me) went crazy! And they did half a song and another generator failed. (like, c'mon -_-)

Then they got out on stage again and did their show.

I must say:

Gerard, I don't understand how he can be so sassy! I love him!

Frank, he looked taller than he actually is. Small guy with big heart and olot of respect. I love him!

Ray, oh my God, his smile, his hair! I love him!

Mikey, awkward knees. I love him!

Pedicone, he's a great drummer! I love him!

Even thought eh people around me pushed me around very much, it was the best day of my life.

All in all: When's the next show in Czech Rep.?

I'm writing a blogpost.

What have I been up to lately? Good question, sometime I wish I didn't have the memory of a gold fish. (3 second memory ftw! -_-) There are some Swedish people in our house. four 13 year olds running around. Yeah, that's ok as long as they stay away from me when I want them to. Tomorrow we'll be off to Prague in the rain... Will be nice, I hope.

On Monday, guess what's happening on Monday.

Pic-spam.

Midsummer - In the middle of summer

In Sweden we've got a silly tradition to have a party in the middle of the summer. In Sweden we count the Friday around the 24th of June as midsummer because a long time ago that was the longest day of the year.

Anyway, nowadays midsummer means something else, I almost think it's an excuse to get really pissed and party. However this is a tradition in the whole country and as the Swede that I am, it's a part of the summer and I just can't miss it!

I met olot of nice people yesterday and made a new friend.

Today, I'm gong to go to CEZ Arena and watch the bronze game between Sweden and Canada, and then later I'm going to watch USA vs. Czech Republic.

Go Sweden!

Go Czech Republic!

I keep what I promise (Sweden and etc)

What I'll try to do is to write down these two weeks without forgetting anything. We'll see how that works out...

Oh well, here we go:

It was Wednesday the 8th of June and we started off our traveling day with taking the buss to the train station. And I'm going to leave it there because hearing about the story containing bus, train, bus, flight, bus, train, car isn't that much fun. So we move on an skip some days of meeting family and stuff.

On Friday I took the buss to Vänersborg, which is my hometown even though I'm having a hard time calling it home these days. You see I never live there. Well, except when I visit people but I don't live there. Anyways, I met Ida, she's my everything and my best friend. (But I have on more everything and best friend, I'll write about her later...) The first thing we did was to walk around the town and meet up with Shannon (her friend) and Hannes (another of her friends who I have met through FaceBook) and Shannon was going to the hairdresser to get her ears pierced. Then we headed home to Ida. We talked for about a week.

In fact that's pretty much all that happened. We talked and just spent time as friends do. That's what makes everything perfect. We can be away from each other for a while and then just catch up where we left. I followed her to school and it was great, I love her class but it also made mea realise what I don't have.

To my other everything: Sibela. We met her one day and she was just the same like she's always been. Talkative and laughative (if that's not a word... well it is now... ). Oh I love her!

After that intensive week of being us I took the bus back to my grandparents' house.

And yeah, I almost think that's it. To be honest I haven't done much at all.

Well yes, one more thing, we went to visit some friends of the family and they've got kids in my and Embla's age (Well Oscar is one year older than me but Elvira is the same age as Embla).

Oscar played some boring farmer game. It was basically FarmVille but in another way. And then Embla and Elvira watched some movie and I and Oscar watched Grown Ups. It was a great movie! We watched it in his room and laid there on his bed and since I had a crush on hime a year ago I felt that coming back a little, but it's over now. I'm free again, lol.

Ok, I'm not going to write more, I'm kinda tired of writing. So I'll leave it like this.

Bye!

New things...

I don't know when I did my last post but it has been a while. You might have noticed the new URL. That's one of the new things. The second new thing is my computer. I got a MacBookPro for my birthday. It's not my birthday yet but it's like an early present. (My birthday's the 26th of June)

I've spent the last week at Ida's place. We had a great time. I'll write about that later.

I'm feeling really good, except the fact that I have a huge allergic reaction because I spend too much time at my cousins' house. But y'know, I'd die for wi-fi and xbox so it's totally worth it. I'm just a little bit worried about that some day my body will just say "that's too much" and I will get really ill.

I've also downloaded skype to my new computer so I can finally video-chat with people again! I've also noticed that this computer checks my English spelling. It's better than I thought, lol.

As I visited Ida I joined her in school, it was nice and so but it also made me realise what I'm missing.

Anyways, I'll write more soon. I promise! and then I'll write more about I've been up to and so on...

My feelings are more important than yours (2)

mum bought me this lovely scarf :)

I have to tell you that I've defenitely not been into the blogosphere lately. I can't tell you I've been busy, because I haven't... Not more than normal. I've got three more days of school next week and then it's time for holidays. There's really nothing to tell, my life has only been about finishing the last pieces of schoolwork and relaxing. I've been spending some time drawing though...

Ever since I was little I've enjoyed drawing. I think I'm finally getting into it again. Someday, when I find my old sketchbooks from fourth grade, I'll show you what I used to do.

My feelings are more important than yours